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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Just Brakes Con't.

***Sorry it's been awhile.  No excuses, I'll just jump back in**

(Just to wrap up from what happened last.. the cops were bringing the rape victim over to do a drive by lineup to confirm or deny if he was the 1 who raped her)

I held my breath.  It didn't look good.  Right before they had driven off, she was shaking her head yes.  YES?!?! YES WHAT?!?! Is what I thinking..

An officer walked away to take a phone call, but not before telling me to stay where I was.  The other officers were just standing around bullshitting like it was nothing.  Like I didn't JUST have a possible rapist in my pool that I was having sex with.  REALLY PPL??

The cop came back within a few minutes but long enough for me to smoke 2 more cigarettes. (hey.. I chain smoke when I'm nervous! Dont judge lol).

As he was walking back over, he looked over his shoulder and waved a 'come here' like gesture at the cop by the car Mr. just breaks was in.  I noticed he was leading mr. just breaks out of the car but turned my attention away when the cop approached me.

"I'm sorry ma'am." he started

My breath caught in my throat. I couldn't look at the cop.  I just didn't want to hear it,.. to know it.. I didn't believe it.  But he continued anyway..

"I'm sorry for the intrusion tonight.  I'm sorry for ruining your evening." He paused as Mr. Just breaks was walked up to stand next to us and turned so he could hear what was being said.

"The victim said it wasn't him.  We apologize." he continued as another officer unhand cuffed mr. just breaks.

The silence was thick.  The heavy sigh from both me and just breaks was loud.  I just stood there.. processing everything the cop had just said.

"Wait.. wait a second.  I saw her shaking her head yes.. why was she shaking her head yes if you're saying she said no??" Not that I was TRYING to implicate him.. but I was curious.

"The officer had asked her if it was him, she said no.. he asked her.. 'are you sure' and she shock her head yes".  As the cop was was telling me this, a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

The EMT's and other officers began gathering their stuff and piling back into their cars quickly.  The real rapist was still out there and they had to go find him.

Mr. just breaks and I slowly made our way back to the back yard and into the patio in silence. The mood was DEFINITELY ruined.  I set my cigarettes down and started to gather our things from around the pool and noticed he was still just standing there staring at me.

"What?" I asked, curious to his stare.

He said nothing, just kept staring at me while I stayed still, half bent over picking the pool noodles off the ground.  Before I had a chance to ask him again, he closed the distance between us in 3 steps and was directly in front of me.  I slowly stood up, never taking my eyes off his.  He reached down, ran his hand into my hair and pulled my lips towards his.  It was intense.  Like, make me dizzy intense.  When he finally pulled away, I had to blink a few times to clear my vision and my head. 

"Wh.. what was that ffff.." I didn't even get to finish asking him what that was for, before he was kissing me again.  Hard and passionate.  Not like the kisses we shared before.  As he kissed me, he pulled me by the hand towards the house.  I followed, never breaking the kiss.

We didn't even make it all the way into the house when our towels came off.  It was animalistic.  Clawing at each other, trying to get more.  The couch was the closest so that's where we landed. 

Intense is the only way I could describe it.  It was gentle.  It wasn't slow.  It was raw.  Like our lives depended on it.. we HAD to have it and couldn't get it fast enough.  There was no foreplay.  There was no 'taking our time'.  Heavy breathing and loud grunts were the only noise.  It was over about as fast as it started, but I wasn't complaining.  It was probably the best sex I had had in a very long time. 

When we were done, we just laid there, him on top of me, staring into each other's eyes.  Nothing was said for what seemed like hours until he rolled over onto his back. 

"wow" was the only thing I could think of to say.

"yea.. "  he paused "I really need to get going"

"yea.. I know." I replied, but neither of us make an effort to get up.

Another 20 minutes passed before I started to get up and grab my towel again, I couldn't stop thinking of the events of the night.  What a good 1st 'date' lol

"this was a weird night" he spoke, breaking my thoughts. "never in a million years did i think that was how the night was going to go"

"I know... me either.  It's definitely memorable tho" I laughed.

By this time he was standing and trying to get dressed... tho he couldn't find 1 sock lol

"I guess I better get going..........." he trailed off. 

"yea... i guess..." neither of us acted like we wanted the night to end. But he had to get home to his wife before she started to suspect something and I had to do damage control with the neighbors.

We made plans to talk again soon as I walked him to the door.  He kissed me goodbye, gentle at first, but progressively getting more heated.

"I better stop or I won't leave" he said as he broke away.  I just nodded in agreement.

I watched as he climbed in his car, waved goodbye and drove off.

I didn't know if I'd ever see him again, but I knew I'd remember this night for the rest of my life.