Mr.T (and an update on The Indian Chief)

I'll start off with the update on The Indian then move onto other things :) (sorry this isn't a super interesting post)

So, ever since that last day in the park, I haven't seen him since.  Not that he hasn't tried, because he has.  I just.. Idk.. after that whole thing happened something changed for me.  Part of it was embarrassment, but the other part.. well.. just lost interest I guess.  Now knowing that I hadn't actually started my period, but instead, it was from him being so rough with his hands...  Who knew being that rough would cause a blood vessel to burst??? lol

Anyway, so I'd get a text from him every few days and I'd always answer but within a few minutes of texting, he'd start bitching at me.  How come I don't text him anymore... Where have I been.. What's going on? Why am I ignoring him...blah blah blah.  He was really starting to get annoying about it.  I told him that classes started back up again so I was busy with that and had some other things going on too (a new guy that I had started to really talk to on a regular basis but I didn't tell him that lol) and that I was not ignoring him.  Ignoring him would be me not replying to him at all.  We went back and forth day after day.. I'd apologize for not texting, he'd get pissy with me and say something fucked up, I'd get mad and tell him to stop or lose my number completely.  Then 1 time he even had the balls to open up with 'Where the hell are you?'   Excuse me motherfucker?!?!? Last time I checked you weren't my boyfriend, my father or my husband.. you were just some dick on the side!

Ugh! He's so infuriating!! Who does he think he is? So we fucked once.  ONCE!! And now he thinks he can act like that? When he's STILL MARRIED? That's a huge turn off for me even if he wasn't married.  I also find out that some of what he's told me about his marriage wasn't entirely true.  Thanks to some detective work (AKA being nosy on FB pages lol) I found out (really Bonnie found out.. TY Bonnie! lol) that they've been trying to become foster parents and eventually adopt a child.  Wait.. WHAT? I get this 'poor me' sob story about how bad his marriage is, how they both want a divorce but won't b/c its too expensive, but yet they're going through all the classes and shit together to adopt a kid? Really?? Well.. someone's been bullshitting me.  So that's 1 reason why I was starting to lose interest.  Another reason was.. yea.. O.K. doing it at the park was cool and exciting and all that good stuff.. but I don't want that ALL the time.  I WOULD like a bed eventually, but that was never going to happen.  Unless I paid for a room.

So, it's whatever now.  On to the next cus I'm done fuckin' around with him.

Now Mr.T................................

I play games online.  Yes, I'm kinda nerdy like that. Stop laughing at me lol.   It's a MMRPG game, (and for those who don't play online that basically means you're playing with other 'real' people who you can live chat with who live all over the world).  So I was on and in my alliance (meaning group of ppl on my team lol) and started chatting with this guy ADIDAS.  (obviously screen names lol) and we hit it off.  He was close to my age, fun, witty and I really enjoyed talking to him, and he lived in Oklahoma. Things were fine for awhile.  His stepmom (game name Princess) also played the game and her and I became friends.  She had just started having something with another player Mr.T (who lived in Colorado).. he was close to her age (early 50's).  I had known him for the same amount of time and thought he was really cool.  We all became friends, even started making plans to all meet up somewhere after the 1st of the year.  The Mister and I would chat even when the other 2 weren't on and him and I became close friends.  When him and Princess started having problems, he came to me to ask how to fix things.  I tried as best I could to help, and when ADIDAS and I started having issues, I went to Mr.T for help, like he did with me.  He tried to give me his best advice, but nothing seemed to help things.  Eventually, ADIDAS and I just fizzled out.  However, Mr.T and I started becoming closer and closer.  We swapped email address and started communicating on there.  Then we moved to chatting through Yahoo! Messenger... and after a bit we moved to voice chatting a time or 2.  We had so many things in common.  I had so much fun talking with him.

It wasn't until a day or 2 later that I realized I was starting to like him more than just a friend.  I missed him when he wasn't around.  I missed his emails when I didn't get them.  I woke up every morning checking my phone to see if he did email me and would be disappointed if he hadn't.  If he had, my stomach would flutter and I'd be in a great mood all day.  Things quickly progressed and we were talking daily.. multiple times a day.  Even when he worked.  We'd text each other, email, and talk on the phone.  He asked if he could come visit me maybe during March or April.  I said sure.. then had a better idea.  Me going there in Feb. I had never been to Colorado before and always wanted to go.  So.. after the 1st of the year, I started looking at ticket prices.  Eventually I found really cheap tickets and made my reservations. 

I'm flying there Feb. 21st. That's only 3 wks away. 
Holy fuckballs yall.  I'm starting to freak out now. lol  What am I thinking? Flying over 1,500 miles to go see someone I don't really know!? Who's old enough to be my father?!  Who lives on a damn mountain on a few acres with neighbors too far away to hear me scream? (lol)

Seriously though.. there's just something about him.  I'm usually a really good judge of character and I get no 'bad' feelings from him.  But don't think that doesn't mean I'm not bringin a little protection with me (and no.. I don't mean condoms lol).  Better safe than sorry, right? lol

So I probably won't update again until I return from there... but I will def let ya'll know how it went in case any of you are wondering lol.  And of course, let yall know I made it there and back alive and well lol